Nothing like a long weekend with the hound in the Japanese mountains to center the mind and mine is now centered entirely around the idea of digging up the body of my old Hollywood dog trainer to the stars who kidnapped my everything to breed her with some prized Nazi Schutzhund lines on ice and died of a heart attack brought on by too much meth in his system with her left trapped inside a minivan he’d secretly been living in near Griffith Park due to Covid destroying his cash flow resulting in her getting lost in the Los Angeles shelter system and days away from being put down because she was too terrified to let anyone near her until I miraculously located her through the help of the same friends who brought us together in the first place so I can kill him myself and shit on his grave but then once he’s dead for the second time and his forever home freshly fertilized so whatever is left of him will rot even faster I spend some quality time with the Dead Skeletons – Yama (Official Video) and all is well enough in the world again to calmly remind him in the bardo or wherever a miserable soul like his goes after dying twice since he was so into dominance that things didn’t end well for Alonzo in his favorite film either and that it is my strong belief she killed him through the sheer financial stress her refusal to get pregnant caused him after two failed attempts via highly invasive surgical procedures to will her way back to me and with that being said I end today’s zazen train by chanting dogspeed asshole shi times fast followed by dominance indeed.